Eph 3:20 Now to
him who is
able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine (think), according to his power that is
at work within us.
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Over
the years I have had some experiences with our real and live Lord,
during these experiences I have heard God speak clearly to me, telling
me that he had called me to his ministry, called me to fulfil his
purposes, and the first of those experiences was when I was around 15
years of age. I was reading my Bible one night and I heard God say ever
so clearly to me,
“Craig, I’m calling you, calling you, calling you”
I
went and spoke about this with the chaplain of the Boys Brigade squad I
was part of and told him, “The Lord spoke to me last night, this
is what he has said and I know that he has not called me to be a
minister or a priest” As soon as I said this I was filled from
the top of my head to the bottom of my feet and exploding from within
with the revelatory knowledge that I had just told the biggest lie of
my life.
From
that time on, I knew I was destined to become a minister of some
description, that God had called me to be such. However when I turned
18, I turned my back on the Lord and followed wine, women and song and
became a drunk and a gambler in the process. During that time I turned
back to the Lord on a few occasions and yet the wiles of the world
beckoned and the ties to it were stronger and I fell deeper and deeper
into it’s hold. And yet I always knew God was there, and I never
completely turned my back on him, in times of drunkenness I would call
out and scream to the “ Lord where are you, I know you have
called me” Once I was at a work mates place and over a few beers
told him and my boss and they laughed at me, I even once told a
minister the same and he was very doubtful—I can’t say I
blame them. But on the way home from my mates place, I was walking I
remember talking to God saying God, I know my life is in a mess, I know
you have called me to be a minister, but right now I’m in this
hole and can’t get out of it, but I do know this, one day I will
serve you.
Due
to many circumstances the Lord completely broke me into many pieces and
I called out to him and he brought me to himself. On March the 17th
1997 I was at church and the offertory came around and I had nothing to
put in and I found myself saying I’m sorry Lord I have nothing to
give you, then I was flooded with the knowledge that I had nothing to
give God anyway, that he had given it all to me, I was stuck to that
church pew for 3 hours, not being able to get off it, and when he did,
I was radically changed, then 2 weeks later at a Christian camp some
Christians prayed for me and God spoke to me powerfully,
saying—”Craig it’s time to cry” up till then I
had never cried over the death of my father some 4 years previous, and
it was killing me inside. My reaction was to say “NO”, and
force all that pain down again as it rose up, then God spoke again a
second time saying “Craig it’s time to cry” and by
then I was shadow boxing under this guys hand and saying no way. God
said to me a third time, “Craig it’s time to cry and cry
you will” Next minute two big arms came out of the air and
wrapped around me giving me this great fatherly hug and I fell to the
ground a blubbering mess. Just before my father died he had told me
that he regretted never putting his arms around me and telling me he
loved me, for the first time in my 27 years of age, he told me this, I
couldn’t accept it at the time, and told him we had more
important stuff to talk about, how wrong I was, then 4 years later the
Lord is breaking through all that pain.
I
rolled around the floor of my room for about an hour and a half balling
my eyes out, crying from deep within, then after that for another hour
and a half I was rolling around the floor belly laughing and the next
morning I woke up radically changed for the Lord.
Except
for a couple of issues, I had been addicted to pornography and the lord
took that away from me but the issues of masturbation and the pictures
in the mind were still there. I also had a chronic gambling problem. I
just could not get control over these issues they consumed me, I had
prayed and prayed and seeked the Lord and finally one day in May after
crying out to the Lord, the minister said, “If any one would like
to be prayed for come down the front after the service and we will pray
for you”
I
went down telling the Lord I wanted to be freed from the grip of this
stuff, when the minister prayed a blessing over me, I was thrown
backwards to the floor in a most violent way and voices said
“Craig get up, we have to go, leave the church with us” - I
replied “You have to go, now do so” and 3 shadowy figures
rose up out of my body and walked out the church. I got up a few
minutes later, not hurt from being thrown to the floor, and released
from the grip of the evil one. I can honestly say that since that
moment in 1997 I have had no problems with those issues since, praise
to our wonderful Lord of whom the Scriptures say, “He who has been set free has been freed indeed”
Since that time I have had a few occasions where I have heard the Lord speak clearly to me, and this is what he has told me.
On the 4th
of April 2001 I was on the loo and the lord spoke clearly to me. He
said to me, “Craig I have raised you up to teach others to pray,
you will be invited to speak and teach into the lives of all the
churches. I am going to teach you to pray, I will teach you to
intercede, I will teach you to be fruitful and effective. You will
teach my people how to pray. You will teach my people to pray in
relationship with me and not just tag my name on the end of their
prayers, but by being in right relationship with me. You will stir my
people to prayer, you will stir my people to prayer, and you will stir
my people to prayer. I am giving you my authority to cast out devils, I
am giving you my mind for knowledge, I am giving you my mind for
prophecy and wisdom, all this comes out of being in right relationship
with me.
September
2001 the Lord spoke clearly to me saying “that he has raised me
up to be a praying man that he would provide for all our needs, that he
would build our house and that he wanted me to pray and to raise others
up to pray”. (During this time we were looking at buying or
building a house and things were getting very messy – we did
indeed build our house, the Lord steered us to get a loan from a
housing co-op)
On Sunday 19th
January 2003 again I felt the lord say to me, “I have called you
to teach men how to pray” This happened when I was praying to the
Lord for some direction in which way to go forward.
· On Sat 1st
November 2003 at 8:45pm I had been reading Francis Shaffer’s
book, “Death in the City” and the Lord spoke to me again
about teaching and raising others up to pray, about how God is real and
not just a belief, that indeed our Lord is real and tangible and that
he craves for our attention, that he is a jealous God.”
Then on Monday 5th
April 2004 10:30pm, the Lord spoke again to me, he said “Craig I
have called you to preach and teach on prayer, I have called you to be
a praying man, I have called you to raise others up to pray. You will
be successful because I have called you to do it, you are made
righteous because of my shed blood on Calvary, you are free and
anointed, you will rise up others to pray, you will be a praying man,
and others will be taught by you, run with it for I am with you always.
Since
that time I have had many people seek me out to pray for them, the Lord
has burdened me to pray for many others and to co-ordinate prayer
groups and events. During this time I have come to the conclusion that
many Christians don’t truly know how to pray and don’ have
a bold expectancy of God to truly be able to do immeasurably more than
all they ask or imagine (think) and
because of it, their walk with the Lord is suffering. Friends we pray
to our living God out of the great and glorious relationship we have
with him, he hears our prayers, he wants us to come to him and discuss
all that is troubling us and caste all our anxieties on to him because
he does indeed care for us.
Craig Bennett